Indifferent

So, tonight I pretty much broke up with my boyfriend.

We first started going out online before ever meeting each other in person, which I think was a bad choice. When we first started dating, it was really exciting, but once we actually met, it was really weird. Well, it's weird for me. Everything seems fine and not awkward to him.

His personality is amazing and we're so alike in many ways but when we hang out I feel awkward. I'd rather be comfortable in a relationship than awkward. Otherwise things just don't feel right. I really hope I don't lose his friendship over this. You never know if something could build up. The timing just isn't quite right anymore.

The stars really could be brighter. All hearts really could be warmer.

I'm So Sick

Still feeling queasy. Friday I was told I have a viral infection in my intestines and I still might not feel good Tuesday (which is the day I could go back to work.) Hopefully tomorrow I'll feel good enough for my split shift! I need to make up for lost hours.

True Blood season 4 episode 10; Ahhh! Only 2 more episodes and the season is over! What will I do?? Oh, yeah! Watch the season premieres of Supernatural, The Vampire Diaries, Ringer and The Secret Circle!! But I'm still sad no True Blood.

I love this picture of me! It sounds conceited, yes, but I just really like it. Maybe it's the True Blood in it :)

Lost Time

Wow, it's been well over a year since I've been on this Blog. A lot has happened. Within the last year, I've gone through half a year of college, moved and started working. Too much, if you must know. So, my big debate right now is whether I want to keep this Blog going or not. I've lost a lot of my inspiration and motivation. Maybe I can regain that by working here again? I suppose we shall see!

Hurting..

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

It still hurts to know that the last nice thing my dad could do for me was hold open the door as I walked out of his life for good...

Moving my crap around...

OLD post Monday, July 26, 2010


Well, here is my first post into my journal - yay!
So, for the past 30 minutes here, I've been setting up my blog some more and adding pages. I've created my About Me page, My Works page, and now this page! I'm really excited to be setting this up. I hope people will read it! I love getting feedback on my work. Yay, improvement!♥


So. Right now I'm getting very ticked that my Kingdom Hearts poster won't stay on my wall... No matter how much tape I use, the damn wind keeps blowing it down! Grr!! I'm also debating writing chapter 2 of my KH Roxas FF [which I may put up on here right away when I'm done with this page..]. I'm not really sure where I'm going with the plot line. I just kind of make it up as I go, but I really wanted to start one.


Well, I'm guess I'm going to work on some more things! Later!!